novelaction Chapter 198 I like you and want to see you
Chapter 198 I like you and want to see you
Yu Tingwan couldn't sleep at all, so the maids around her took turns urging her to rest for a while, so she had no choice but to close her eyes. When the curtains were lowered, she opened her eyes and stared at the embroidered lotus pattern on the ceiling in a daze.
She heard the sound of breathing, turned her head and saw the curtain shaking due to the touch, and her throat tightened and she shouted.
As soon as I opened my mouth, I felt that I had called the wrong person. It would take a while to get here from Chang'an.
Unexpectedly, the curtain was suddenly lifted up, and the sunlight suddenly poured into her eyes. She couldn't help but squint her eyes, and what she saw was the black clothes. Apart from the sword, there was only a purse on the waist, and the red gold cloud pattern on it was crooked. .
Looking up, the long hair that had always been tied up meticulously was messy, the jade crown was a little crooked, and the jade-colored hair was similar in color, and it was unclear for a moment.
Yu Tingwan held back a lot of words to ask, but they were all stuck in his throat, and he stared blankly at the man in front of him.
Pei Zhi breathed rapidly and stared at the woman on the couch. Her mind went blank when she said "Your Majesty", but his body subconsciously hugged her.
He didn't dare to hold him too tightly, and touched the cheek of the person in his arms with his fingers. His palms suddenly became wet. The tears falling from those eyes seemed to be dripping on his heart, which made the pain unbearable. He sighed softly: "Why do you cry when you see me Wanwan?" .”
As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Tingwan looked up at him, touched his ear with one hand, and signaled him to lower his head. The next moment, his hair crown fell off, and his long hair was scattered, making it look more like white snow under the black clothes.
She carefully fiddled with his long hair with her fingers, as if she was looking for something. Finally, she held a strand of white hair and hesitated for a long time, her voice trembling: "What's wrong with your hair? Are you sick?"
She lowered her head, tears falling on the back of his hand, "If you try to trick me again, I will lead you away tomorrow with the road you gave me."
Pei Zhi pursed his lips tightly and said after a long silence, "I gave you a love-sickening plant."
When the last word fell, he saw the look on the face of the person in his arms was frozen. He was afraid that she would get up and leave in anger, so he hugged her harder unconsciously.
"When did it happen?" Yu Tingwan thought of Ayesha's appearance after dusk, with her head buried in his chest and tears soaking his clothes.
"The day Zhang Ji returned to Beijing." Pei Zhi lowered his head and stroked her hair, "When you were blindfolded and about to faint, I fed you Xiangsi Yin."
She blushed from her cheeks to her ears, and her throat tightened when she thought of something: "So it was Zhang Ji who brought you... Beihu's poison."
Yu Tingwan still remembered what Aisha said. She said that when her voodoo attacks, it is not one-tenth as powerful as Beihu Xiangsi.
After she heard Pei Zhi say "hmm", a pair of lotus-rooted arms hooked around his neck, and her watery eyes faced those phoenix eyes.
"Does it hurt?" She choked for a moment after saying, "It must be painful, otherwise your hair would be white."
Pei Zhi lowered his head and kissed the end of her red eyes, his voice a little hoarse, "I forgot about it, don't worry about it."
He gently patted the back of the person in his arms, moved his lips close to her red lips, and kissed her tentatively. When he found that she didn't resist, the tip of his tongue entered her mouth freely.
Yu Tingwan let go of her arm and randomly touched his waist. Finally she touched the purse. She put her fingers into the purse and found that there was nothing. She immediately pushed him away and stared at the man's aggrieved eyes and asked. : "Where's the piece of paper I gave you?"
When she was so dazed by the kiss, she suddenly remembered what she had planned to ask.
Pei Zhi looked down at her wet lips and suddenly heard the questioning tone. His heart sank. After he came to his senses, he frowned and said, "What kind of paper?"
Seeing him pretending to be stupid, Yu Tingwan was a little anxious, but she glanced at the tip of his hair and softened her tone: "This purse is for you. There is a piece of paper in the mezzanine. Why didn't you come when you saw it? Find me?"
Pei Zhi looked at the empty purse in her hand and couldn't believe it: "Given it to me?"
"Of course it's for you." Her eyes were red, she looked up at him and blurted out: "Who would write a love poem to his brother?"
After understanding what she said, the man who had been frozen suddenly hugged her tightly, pressed her head in his arms, breathed against her ears, and whispered: "From summer to now, let Wanwan suffer It’s my fault that I feel wronged.”
A rare trace of embarrassment appeared on Pei Zhi's face, "I didn't see the paper. That purse was worn by Marquis Pingyang, so I asked someone to take it and wash it."
"You dislike my brother?"
"No." His lips moved. "You don't miss me at all and you still make things for him. I feel bad."
Yu Tingwan didn't know what to say. She thought about it a lot, but she didn't remember that Pei Zhi was even jealous of her own brother.
"You went behind my back to select, and you and your brother lied to me, and you didn't allow others to tell the truth, leaving me to guess alone." She held a small piece of fabric on his lapel with her fingers, "Why do you want me to miss you?"
From the moment she saw Pei Zhi, her heart was sometimes as soft as spring water, and sometimes like burning fire. Now it was obviously the latter, and the more she talked, the more angry she became.
"Is it possible that I have to tell my maid that I miss my husband all day long, or tell my brother..." Her face turned red and she paused, "Say that I like you and want to see you."
"Really?" Pei Zhi raised the corners of his mouth and his breathing quickened, "Wanwan likes me and wants to see me."
He looked down at the white earlobes of the person in his arms that were getting redder and redder. He couldn't help but gently rub them with his hands until his fingertips felt like holding a ruby pendant.
"The selection is all for the purpose of granting marriages to the clan. You always think that I will accept concubines. I'm afraid you think too much."
Pei Zhi noticed her shrinking into his arms and felt itchy in his heart. Before he came in, he thought Wanwan would blame him, but she didn't.
This is not how she behaves when she's angry. She won't wrap her arms around his neck and kiss him, nor will she stay obediently buried in his arms. She'll just hide far away, and when touched, she'll be like a cat with explosive fur, scratching someone's face with her claws.
Yu Tingwan noticed that his fingers were restless, but she had no time to speak. Her mind was a little confused.
For the past six months, she had felt that Pei Zhi was deliberately keeping her in the dark, refusing to show up and being the emperor comfortably in Weiyang Palace.
When I saw him, it was not like that at all. I had to be silent for a moment and then said, "Why do you want to send me away from the palace?"
"I never wanted to." Pei Zhi paused, "But you were in poor health at the time, and you felt uncomfortable when you saw me. You will feel better if you leave me."
"Just because of this?"
"Wanwan likes me. Maybe she will figure it out after leaving the palace and be willing to come back to be with me." Pei Zhi did not dare to look into her eyes and whispered: "That's what I thought at the time."
"What if I don't want to come back for five or ten years? If I really take my children and lead me away, will you wait in Chang'an?"
"Then there's no other way."
Hearing his calm reply, Yu Tingwan was stunned for a long time and murmured: "You have lovesickness in you."
"I will let you go only if you are attracted by lovesickness." Pei Zhi stared at her chest, "With it, although I can't see or touch it, I can at least feel you."
He led her hand to touch his heart, "It's like a rope holding us, okay? The red rope is a rope, and the soul-breaking rope is also a rope. I think about you every night, so I don't feel the pain."
"Wanwan, lovesickness has never been torture to me."
Yu Tingwan looked at his eyes that suppressed thousands of emotions, brushed his chest with her hand, and finally pointed at the white hair hanging down, choking and saying: "You are talking nonsense again, how can your hair be white if you don't feel pain. "
"Are you a god descending to earth? People think this poison is a torture tool. You suffer it all day long. Even if you are not sick, you will become sick."
She still wanted to say it, but she heard the man holding her say softly: "Isn't that better?"
Pei Zhi's eyes were deep, and after his strong love was forcibly suppressed, he finally found a way to express his feelings. The calculation in his heart was like an ugly scar, completely exposed to his sweetheart, and he felt inexplicably relieved.
"The more painful my life is, the sooner you are likely to come back. A few decades of life lost in exchange for your unburdened love for me is well worth it."