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Chapter 1009: Yin Cuicui and Li Zhengpin’s Past 1

Yin Cuicui actually believed in Li Zhengpin's character more than Zhang. If she didn't really think that Li Zhengpin was worthy, how could she be so devoted to him when Li Zhengpin's family had not yet moved out of the Li family's old house?

Even when everyone thought Li Zhengpin was dead, he still wanted to wait for him for a few more years?

That's because Yin Cuicui thinks Li Zhengpin is worthy.

"Mom, I know. Brother Zhengpin is a good man. I understand." Yin Cuicui said these words sincerely, her face blushing, and she seemed a little shy.

"Although I can guarantee this child's behavior, it's inevitable for a couple to live without quarrels. Life is full of ups and downs. My dear child, you are still young and always think that as long as you like me and I like you, your life will always be sweet and happy. Although I also hope that you two will love each other and not quarrel, I have been through it all and I know that this is impossible."

"Mom! Don't worry, I will listen to Brother Zhengpin in everything. I will definitely not make Brother Zhengpin angry!" Yin Cuicui said immediately.

She could hear that her mother-in-law loved Zhengpin brother very much. In addition, Zhengpin brother was an honest man. Her mother-in-law was probably afraid that she would bully Zhengpin brother, so Yin Cuicui immediately expressed her attitude.

"I know, mother, after you get married you should listen to your husband. I will never argue with Brother Zhengpin!" Yin Cuicui looked at Zhang and said seriously.

Zhang shook her head and sighed.

I originally thought that Yin Cuicui was not influenced by her family, but after hearing these words, I feel that she is really influenced too much. She has the people-pleasing personality that my daughter mentioned.

"Cuicui, that's not what mother meant. You don't have to be nervous. We country women don't have the saying that our husbands are the gods. In our case, women stay at home and men go outside. We have to discuss our lives together. If you are right, then we will listen to you. If the real person is right, then we will listen to the real person. Why should he make the decision alone?" Zhang sighed and gently patted Yin Cuicui's hand.

Yin Cuicui was stunned for a moment. Although she had seen many women in the village who were capable of taking charge of the household, it was not the case in her own family.

My mother has to do a lot of things every day, but even so she still gets beaten and scolded. She never says a word, just cries and beats herself.

Yes, Yin Cuicui remembered that it was like this when she was very young. Every time her mother was unhappy, she was the one who got beaten. At the beginning, Yin Cuicui would also ask why her brother could eat his fill, not have to work, and not be beaten, but she couldn't?

But after asking, he was beaten and scolded even more harshly.

At one point, Yin Cuicui didn't eat a single bite of food for three whole days, but she still had to go to work. Finally, she fainted in the field and was rescued by Li Zhengpin who was passing by. He gave her food and water, and told her not to work so hard.

This was the first time in Yin Cuicui's life that she felt light and warmth. She felt as if she had seen a god who saved her.

She didn't want to cry, she really didn't want to, but the tears just fell drop by drop.

Yin Cuicui still remembers Li Zhengpin's helpless look. He was obviously not very good at speaking, but he still comforted himself clumsily, saying that nothing in this world would be a big deal as long as you can get through it, and that as long as you are alive, no matter how big the problem is, it will be over.

Yin Cuicui wanted to say, what if I can't live anymore? But her throat was so dry that she couldn't speak. She could only look at Li Zhengpin, tears streaming down her face.

But Yin Cuicui didn't expect that Li Zhengpin seemed to know what Yin Cuicui wanted to say.

“If you feel like you can’t go on living, think about whether there is anything you want. If so, work hard for what you want.”

Li Zhengpin has never been to school and is not good at speaking. He says whatever comes to his mind.

But it was this sentence that really supported Yin Cuicui through a long journey. She was almost hopelessly in love with Li Zhengpin, and she felt that she wanted to marry Li Zhengpin.

So she created many opportunities to meet and be with Li Zhengpin.

They met by chance, started a conversation, got to know each other, became familiar with each other, and finally Li Zhengpin and Yin Cuicui said that they liked her.

A lot of things happened during this period, and Yin Cuicui couldn't remember every single one of them clearly.

But she knew very well that if it weren't for Li Zhengpin, she would not have been able to survive for so many years and would probably have jumped into the river to commit suicide long ago.

Oh, maybe it could have been hanging.

In any case, Yin Cuicui was very sure that she would not survive.

Later, Yin Cuicui told Li Zhengpin that she also liked him, and Li Zhengpin was very happy.

That was the first time Yin Cuicui saw Li Zhengpin so happy, smiling so beautifully.

Li Zhengpin said that he would definitely marry Yin Cuicui, but before Yin Cuicui could be happy, Li Zhengpin hesitated again.

Yin Cuicui wondered if she disliked herself or felt she wasn't good enough.

The next moment, Li Zhengpin told Yin Cuicui all about his family affairs and told her that if she married him, she would probably not be able to live comfortably and happily.

Yin Cuicui listened quietly, and the heavy stone in her heart was put down.

Is that all? If that's all, what's there to be afraid of?

My life is already miserable enough, how can it get any worse? How can I be so unhappy?

In Yin Cuicui's heart, no matter what kind of day it is, it will not be more painful than the present.

If she married Li Zhengpin, Yin Cuicui would even be willing to forgive all the suffering she was suffering now.

If all the hardships and grievances she had endured in the past were just to see Li Zhengpin, then why would Yin Cuicui be unwilling to do so?

She did it willingly.

But Li Zhengpin seemed to be a little bit unconvinced by Yin Cuicui's words, or he was not very confident in himself.

But as time went by, Yin Cuicui proved everything with her actions. How could Li Zhengpin not be attracted to such a girl?

But just when the two of them decided to confess to their families and get married no matter what, something happened to Li Zhengpin.

Yin Cuicui was completely desperate. Like everyone else, she thought Li Zhengpin was dead.

But what does it matter? Zhengpin brother was so good to her, she had already decided long ago that when she was alive, she would be Li Zhengpin's person, and when she died, she would be Li Zhengpin's ghost.

Even if Li Zhengpin died now, she would still be his wife who was never married.

Even if she has not been married yet, she is still a wife, and the wife of Li Zhengpin alone.

At that time, Yin Cuicui had already made up her mind to die.