Quick Wear: The host is a jerk again and runs away

Chapter 146 (Yu Changan's Monologue + Extra)

Yu Changan (perspective):

Sister...if there is a next life, I still want to meet you.

No, I want to meet you again in this life.

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You have never been a bad woman. I saw it that day when you saved the injured kitten in the rain.

The rain fell on your face and soaked your clothes, but you still held the kitten tightly in your arms.

Thin cardigan, fragile body, lonely figure, stubborn heart.

The kitten did not accept your kindness. Instead, after you carried it back to the stairs, it ran out and left you behind.

I was sitting in the coffee shop opposite and I saw the loneliness and desolation in your eyes at a glance. I watched you stare blankly at it leaving, and then you wiped your snow-white cardigan that was stepped on and dirty.

It's like a dirty, pitiful little white cat that was abandoned, even more pitiful than the one just now.

Sister, you and I are like, we are both so lonely.

It’s not the person, it’s the heart.

Maybe it's fate that among the more than 20 people trapped at the door, I can only see you.

At that moment, my heart beat so fast for the first time, and it burned violently in my chest for you.

I lied to you, wanting to explore everything about you.

You told me your name is Yu Jiao.

Yu means superfluous, Jiao means delicate.

But I don’t think so. I think Yu can also be the Yu of the rest of my life, and Jiao can also be the Jiao of delicate and adorable.

How can you be redundant and delicate? You are obviously clear-headed and kind.

I took you back to my cousin's shabby house, thinking that maybe I could see a hint of disgust or displeasure in your eyes.

But when I looked into your eyes, I only saw heartache and concern.

You didn't mind the small and shabby house, a 40-square-meter house with only one bedroom. In the small space, I saw the relaxation and peace of mind in your eyes.

While I was pretending to do my homework, you were secretly watching me.

I saw it, so I deliberately put on a cold face to let you see another side of me.

They all say that I am very good-looking.

I think it would be nice if you could like my face too.

I poured you some water, secretly added some medicine that would help you sleep better, and handed it to you.

Because I saw dark circles under your eyes, and a hint of fatigue between your brows.

You were defenseless and you drank it.

I added your contact information with the reason that I wanted you to teach me my homework. You were the first friend I added.

You were very quiet when you were asleep, and seemed even lonelier and deserted than when I first saw you.

I wanted to get closer to you even more, so I kissed you secretly.

But I was shy and didn't dare to stay too long. That was also my first kiss.

I carried you back to the room. You were very light, and you slept peacefully and well-behavedly on the small bed, like a little child.

I sat by the bed and looked at you for a long, long time, until it was almost dawn, then I walked out and lay down on the sofa to take a nap.

Not long after, the bedroom door opened and you woke up.

I wonder what you would do.

I thought of many options, maybe waking me up, or leaving directly, or covering me with a blanket.

But I never expected that you would carry me back to the bedroom in a princess hug and let me lie down where you had just lain.

There was still heat and warmth in the quilt, and I didn't seem to feel cold anymore.

You still left, but before leaving you tucked the quilt in for me very gently.

Sister, why are you so nice?

Later, I couldn't contact you, so I asked someone to investigate and found out that you had an accident.

I went to the hospital and saw you lying unconscious on the bed, dying. For the first time, I felt my heart tremble violently.

I am worried, scared, and heartbroken.

I met your husband and adopted son, and to be honest, I was so jealous that I almost went crazy.

I saw them busy taking care of you, and it seemed different from what you told me before.

But it doesn't matter, I just believe what you say.

I visit you often, but sometimes I can't always be by your side.

Ji Tuo will drive me away and I won’t be able to see you.

Ji Zhili found out who harmed you. I saw you helping her so innocently without any guard at all, and I was so worried.

I know that you were hurt because of me. You were harmed by that crazy woman who always liked to peek at me and steal my things.

She is my cousin. My uncle injured his leg while trying to save my mother. Although he could not be saved, my father and I are very grateful to my uncle.

Out of respect for my uncle, I didn't have her beaten to death. I just beat her half to death and threw her out.

Without this relationship, she would never appear in front of you again.

Two weeks later, you finally woke up.

The first person you saw was me.

I'm so happy that day I stubbornly insisted on letting Ji Tuo go buy food while I stayed by your bedside.

I helped you up under the pretext of feeding you water and then held you in my arms.

Sister, you smell so good.

When I saw Ji Tuo coming in with food and a jealous look on his face, I suddenly felt a sense of accomplishment.

He was glaring at me, but I refused to let go, which pissed him off.

But I was sad when you drove me away to coax Ji Tuo.

Especially when you pulled that man who was taller than me and looked more mature to kiss me, I was so angry that I broke my chopsticks.

At that moment, I wasn't thinking about why you would do such a thing with your nominal adopted son.

I was wondering, why wasn’t I the one kissing you?

When can I stand beside you, and when can you look at me?

My face can't attract you, so I think it would be nice if you could be attracted by my money.

I asked you to go to the cinema where we first met and chose a romance movie.

But I was so scared after reading it. I was also afraid that you would choose to leave me because of my concealment and deception, and never give me the chance to see you again.

So, I confessed.

My name, my family background, everything I have.

After saying that, I was so scared that I didn’t dare look at you, afraid to see you angry and disgusted with me, but when I looked up, you looked calm.

You asked me for your bag, but I won't give it to you.

Who knows if you will just take your bag and leave, and never want me again, and never meet me again.

I refused and ran out, but it was raining outside and I was blocked at the door.

I squatted on the ground and held your bag in my arms, protecting it very carefully. You would definitely be unhappy if it got wet.

You chased after me and asked me with a smile why I didn't run away.

I said, "It's raining, sister, I can't run away."

It actually means: "It's raining, my sister can't run away."

Sister, you can't run away.

In order to bring us closer, I took the initiative to take you to my secret base, where everything I cherish is.

I lay out everything I have before you.

I saw you crying when you touched the photo. It was a picture of me and my mother.

I don’t know what you are thinking about, or why you are so sad, I just want you to stop crying.

My heart hurts when you shed tears.

But I can't hug you, I can only pat your back gently and comfort you not to cry.

I think it would be nice if one day I could hold you and comfort you without having to restrain myself anymore.

I wrote you in my diary, you told me not to get close to you, you were a bad woman. You said you would not be with me, and told me to find my own light.

But sister, you are the light I have been pursuing.

I never knew what love was, what true love was. I think I understood after meeting you.

I don’t mind your past, whether you have had someone else, who you were married to, or whether you have children.

I don't have any objection to the strange relationship in your family. I just wonder why it can't be me who hugs you and kisses you.

You said you were going to get a divorce, I was so happy, I thought I finally had a chance.

But your husband disagreed, and you committed suicide.

I rushed to the hospital, but was stopped by your husband, who even said in public that there was something unclear between us. Everyone was scolding you, and I was very angry when I heard that.

I am angry why he, as your husband, does not protect your reputation but instead chooses to slander you.

He really doesn't deserve to be with you, how could he do this to you? If it were me, I would never do that.

You have never done anything inappropriate to me.

The only intimate contact between us was when I kissed you secretly.

I am the bad guy, the one who should be scolded.

I saw you when you came out of the emergency room. The second time I saw you lying on the bed, unconscious and dying, about to lose your life.

I am so sad, so sad, and my heart hurts.

I decided not to see it a third time.

I went to buy you your favorite sweetened purple rice porridge, but when I got back you disappeared again.

When I saw the mess in the ward, I was really scared. I was afraid that something might happen to you. If that happened, I would go crazy.

I checked the surveillance footage and found out who took you away - Yu Xinci.

It’s kind again!

At that moment, I was so angry that I wanted to cut her into pieces. I regretted that I didn't kill her directly when she attacked you for the first time.

Because of my uncle, I could only turn a blind eye to what she did. But Yu Xinci actually attacked you again, I really can't stand it.

I found the place where she tied you up and went into the villa alone.

She wanted to do something to me, how ridiculous, was she trying to drug me? How could I stand still and let her drug me?

I saw you tied to the sofa in your hospital gown, with blood on your forehead. She hit you, how dare she hit you!

I thought that after I rescued you I would kill her and throw her out to feed the hounds in the backyard.

But Yu Xinci was too crazy. She shot you and wanted to kill you.

I saw the bullet rush out of the muzzle, cut through the air, and shoot straight towards you.

How could I allow her to kill the person I love most in front of me? I can't watch you dying for the third time.

So I rushed over with all my strength and stood in front of you. I heard my own heartbeat in fear, and to comfort myself, I hugged you.

Out of selfishness, I chose to tear off the tape on your mouth and kiss you.

I know this is my last chance to kiss you in this life.

The bullet grazed my heart and remained in my body. I am dying.

At the end of my life, I saw you shed tears for me. You were willing to expose your identity as a non-human for me. You were willing to go against the will of heaven to save me.

Sister, I am content.

But I don’t want you to cry, because if you are sad, I will feel bad.

You said that if I didn't come back to life you would never forgive me.

You can't bear to lie.

If someone has to take care of all this, let me do it.