Chapter 531 Li Xu's Confession 2
Chapter 531 Li Xu's Confession 2
(You can skip the supporting characters' plot if you don't like it, but it is recommended to watch it)
After entering high school, I was busy with my band, and Li Xi seemed to have changed.
Later I found out that she was going to act.
My sister is so awesome.
But later when we chatted we found out that she didn't go in the end.
I thought she didn't like it, but later I found out that it wasn't the case. She did like it, or was interested in it. But because of some inexplicable worries, she didn't dare to take this step.
I didn't say anything at the time, but in our subsequent conversations I more or less began to encourage her to give it a try.
My sister shouldn't always be around me, she should have her own life.
I couldn't stay with her till the end.
Li Xi is a stubborn person. She still remembers the promise made at that time, but this should not become her obsession.
I wanted my sister to be free, but somehow I became a shackle that held her back.
Fortunately, things seemed to change when the band and I took the stage for the first time.
Li Xi told me that she decided to give it a try.
Facts have proved that Li Xi is very suitable to be an actor.
I later watched the drama she starred in many times, even though Li Xi's scenes in the drama only lasted less than ten minutes.
But even though it was just a background role that wasn't even a supporting role, Li Xi performed quite well.
I would say my sister is the best.
It's just that my sister has become so busy as an actress. This is what I wanted to see, but when it comes to this, I still feel a little sad.
In the end, I still didn't get to wait for the song my sister wrote for me.
This is the ending I had planned for myself early on.
Will it scare her?
"I'm sorry, Li Xi.
I know you'll be angry.
But you are the only one I can trust.”
Before leaving, he left only three lines of last words on the white piece of paper.
After packing up all my things, I lay quietly in the bathtub, waiting for the medicine to take effect and waiting to leave.
Death is painful, at least all suicides are.
I felt an intense burning sensation, from the inside out, like being roasted by fire, maybe even worse than that.
I always thought that it was Li Xi who needed me, but it was not until the end that I realized that I was the one who couldn't live without her.
It is me who needs Li Xi, from the beginning to the end.
Do I really like being on stage? Probably not, I just want to be needed.
If I stand on the stage and am stared at by the passionate and pure gazes from the audience, I feel as if I am still alive.
But it's like a miracle drug, it really works.
When the effect of the medicine wears off, the side effects become more serious.
The only one who can save me is Li Xi.
Even if that is just a more powerful special medicine.
But she can save me.
But how could I have the heart to selfishly use my own needs to shackle Li Xi?
She is a flower that blooms wildly in the wild, and will wither if placed in a glass cover.
So I let her go.
I am still a selfish person.
He selfishly kept her by his side when she was a child, and now he lets her go without ever asking Li Xi if she was really willing.
If she knew, she would probably scold me to death.
I'm sorry, I should have taught you how to say goodbye first.
Forgive my willfulness and selfishness.
I couldn't even say goodbye.
……
[Some follow-up that Xu Yisong didn’t know]
Li Xu never thought that the day he would open his eyes again after closing them in the bathtub.
At first he thought he had not died, but the next second the pure white space that did not belong to the human world shattered the subtle hope in his heart.
"Do people really have souls after they die? So where is this? Heaven?" Li Xu took two steps forward. There was no change around him. He seemed to be in a strange world with no visible or tangible boundaries.
"Of course people have souls, but not everyone has the opportunity to come here after death."
A voice that obviously did not belong to a human suddenly rang in his ears, but Li Xu turned around and could not find anyone.
The voice did not answer, but only asked: "Do you want to see Li Xi again?"
"..." Li Xu lowered his head when he heard the name suddenly. After a long while, he said softly, "It's better not to meet him. It will only cause trouble if you meet him."
So what if he saw her? This was the ending he had chosen. He didn't want to go back to that world. Even if he went back now, it would only disturb Li Xi's life.
The invisible eyes in the air stared at Li Xu quietly, and the mechanical voice stated the facts calmly: "But she doesn't think so."
"what?"
Only then did Li Xu realize that the reason he was here was actually because of Li Xi. Through this unknown creature, he also learned what happened after his death.
His sister was not able to accept his death as he had hoped, nor was she able to live a long and worry-free life.
"Go meet her and start a new life. This is her gift to you."
In the end, Li Xu went.
On a strange street, at the intersection, a strange pretty girl was holding a guitar and singing a song with a light melody.
Although her appearance had changed, Li Xu still recognized this person as his sister at first sight. From that strange voice, he learned a lot about Li Xi in this world.
Oh, now I should call her Xu Yisong.
She has a family that loves her more, and she also studies music. I wonder if she will become a singer in the future.
Standing opposite and watching Xu Yisong's performance, Li Xu couldn't help but smile gently.
She is indeed more suitable than myself, and her songs are free.
It’s just a pity that he didn’t get to sing the song she wrote for him on stage. He had seen part of it and it was really great.
Xu Yisong was somewhat nervous as it was his first time singing a song he wrote in public.
On the busy streets, everyone is in a hurry and few people will stop for the singer singing an unfamiliar song on the street corner.
Suddenly, a pair of slender hands with traces of time appeared in Xu Yisong's slightly lowered sight.
A banknote folded into the shape of a rabbit was placed in the violin case in front of him. Xu Yisong subconsciously bent over and said, "Thank you."
But when she looked up to find the first listener who stopped for her today, the person seemed to have disappeared in the crowd, leaving Xu Yisong staring at the rabbit banknote in a daze.
The rabbit reminded her of someone, someone she would never meet.
"Maybe it's a coincidence." Xu Yisong came back to his senses and shook his head somewhat disappointedly.
Meeting once is really just meeting once.
Li Xu now has two choices. One is to accept the wish that Li Xi exchanged for him and go to a new world to start a new life. The other is to sign a contract with the system and become a tasker like Xu Yisong did at the beginning.
Rich, who had not yet gotten over his pessimistic attitude towards death, chose the second suggestion.
He didn't know if he could start a happy new life as Li Xi hoped, so he might as well do something else like she did at the beginning.
If he was lucky, he might be able to do something more for her.
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