novelaction Chapter 1151 Wish Comes True
Chapter 1151 Wish Comes True
"She said that although you agreed to go on a blind date, you were very perfunctory, saying that you had been waiting for me and that you were resisting your family with your love for me."
Xu Jing'an reached out and held Guan Ningning's hand, "In the end, I won."
"My arms can't twist my thighs. Your parents are doing it for your own good," Guan Ningning said.
"I know." Xu Jing'an was also filled with emotion.
Guan Ningning changed the topic to his trip to Germany again, "So what did you do when you went to Germany in those years? Auntie said you would also leave for Germany on November 11th every year. Is it because of my birthday?"
November 11th is her birthday.
Well, she's a Scorpio.
"I'm not being sentimental, am I?" Guan Ningning was really curious.
Xu Jing'an originally wanted to say it was not because of her, but in the end he didn't do that. There was nothing to hide about what he had done, and he didn't mind letting her know his feelings for her at all.
He really loves her very much.
Although he realized it too late, and they all paid a heavy price for it, fortunately, the outcome was good in the end.
"Yes, I want to see you, say happy birthday to you, and bring you a birthday gift." The man's voice was gentle and firm.
Guan Ningning was surprised, "A gift? But I have never received one."
"I couldn't give them to you, so I brought them back. They are all in Fenghua's house on the left bank. I will give them to you together when the time comes." Xu Jing'an added, "Actually, I go there several times a year, probably because the rice cakes are also at home, so You were basically in the apartment at that time, and I could see you from a distance every time. I watched you getting better and better year by year, and I was happy and sad at the same time. I was happy that you were getting better, and I was sad because you were getting better, right? Because of me, you are living well without me, no, living better."
"Who said it wasn't because of you that I became better?" Guan Ningning looked at a red Porsche with Jiang's A license plate in front of the windshield, "Of course it's not all because of you, but I can't tell you that it has nothing to do with it. Because of you So outstanding and dazzling, so I also want to work hard to make myself better, so that I can be worthy of you. Even if I can't be with you, I still have to live my own life. It's okay to live a better life. In fact, I have never dreamed The thought that my disease can be cured and that I can be with you again makes me feel unreal, like I am in a dream."
Speaking of this, Xu Jing'an glanced at Guan Ningning with a resentful look.
Guan Ningning touched the tip of her nose angrily, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
Xu Jing'an said: "Looking back now, I still think you were so cruel. You broke up with us right away and blocked my WeChat account and phone number."
Xu Jingan is still upset when he thinks about it now.
Intellectually, she knew that Guan Ningning didn't want to drag him down and make him a sinner of the Xu family, but emotionally, whenever he thought about it, he was still sad and felt that he was dispensable to her.
"Do you know there is a term called the abandoned cat effect?" Xu Jing'an asked Guan Ningning.
Guan Ningning nodded, "I know. What do you mean by this? Isn't it true that you are now, that you are catering to me and trying hard to show what I like?"
"Of course that's not what I meant!" Xu Jing'an couldn't help but laugh or cry, "Is this the kind of person I am in your eyes?"
Guan Ningning smiled, "Of course not, so what do you mean?"
It happened to be a red light. The red light at this intersection had been red for more than a minute. Xu Jingan followed the car in front, stepped on the brakes, and stopped slowly and smoothly.
He turned his head and looked at Guan Ningning, and said seriously: "I want to express that in this current relationship, not only do you feel that it is unreal, but I also feel insecure, and I am very afraid that you will leave me again."
Guan Ningning met his gaze, knowing that it had not been easy for him these years.
He stayed where he was, waiting for her, and spent a lot of money to help Lu Jinmo study her treatment plan.
"Well, when we get to Ju Tian Tower, I'll tell you something. You should feel better then." Guan Ningning said.
Xu Jing'an's curiosity was piqued by her, "What do you want to say to me that you can't say now?"
"I can't explain it in one or two sentences. I'm afraid it will affect your driving." Guan Ningning said.
"It won't affect you. It won't affect you at all. Just tell me now."
Guan Ningning curled her lips helplessly, "Okay."
Xu Jing'an held his breath and looked very focused.
Guan Ningning reminded him, "The light will turn green soon."
Xu Jing'an nodded, "Yes, I know. You can start saying what you want to say. It won't affect my driving."
Xu Jingan emphasized again.
"Okay." Guan Ningning paused, thinking about how to say this.
Xu Jing'an followed the car in front and started the car without urging her. While driving, he waited quietly and patiently for her to speak.
Guan Ningning thought about how to say this.
She turned her head and looked out the car window at the street scene as the car sped by. It took a few seconds before she spoke, "In the past five years, I have worked hard and lived a good life. Although there is no love, love is not everything in life. At that time, I was just in a state of quiet despair.
What about despair? What can we do if we are not calm? Life must go on, I have to love myself first before I can love you. At that time, I never dreamed that one day my illness would be cured and I could be with you again and go on dates. "
Having said this, Guan Ningning smiled.
Happy from the bottom of my heart.
She felt that she was simply the luckiest and happiest person in the world.
Xu Jing'an glanced at her tenderly.
Guan Ningning's eyes were sparkling, as if they were filled with stars.
She smiled and continued, "Actually, I'm not as cruel as you think, I just have to do it. If I don't be more ruthless, I will only continue to be disconnected from you. Since it is a fruitless thing, I shouldn't be dragging my feet. Not only If it affects you, it will also affect myself. That’s how I am, result-oriented, and I seem to have gone off topic again.”
"It doesn't matter, I like to hear it, you can continue talking." Xu Jing'an said.
He likes to listen to Guan Ningning analyze himself, and he also wants to know more about her.
"I have been in Germany for five years, and you have gone to Germany several times every year. You have never been absent from my birthday. In fact, for my birthdays in the past five years, I have only made one wish, the same wish, that is, I hope that my illness will be cured. Get cured and stay with you."
At that time, she never expected that her wish, which she did not even dare to dream about, would actually come true.
While talking, they had already arrived at the parking lot of Jutian Building.
Xu Jing'an parked the car, unbuckled his seat belt, leaned forward, held Guan Ningning's face in his hands, his eyes were gentle and pious, and the kiss fell in the next second.
He traced her lips inch by inch, and their breaths intertwined.
In the quiet car, the turbulent breathing made the glass seem to be fogged.
This kiss was not like the first legitimate kiss they had when they decided to get back together. This kiss was wanton and intense, depriving both of them of oxygen.