Resurrection Empire

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The third loophole is sex.

Ren Zhong began to torture his heart again.

I have ambitions, but am I doing enough for them?

Am I doing my best?

not enough.

Although I have been trying my best to pretend, I still haven't let go of my previous view of love.

It's risky, I've always known it.

In order to maintain my original intention, I overcorrected and put my principles above the ideals of the revolution.

I was too afraid to open Pandora's box, and I was also afraid of being corrupted by desire, so I always avoided it.

It's selfish and lacks self-confidence.

I am also too hard on others.

Now, this step must be taken.

but……

What is love?

do i have it

Ren Zhong closed his eyes, and the appearances of several women emerged in his heart one by one.

Ju Qingmeng who is gentle and kind but resolute in heart, Chen Hanyu who has a peerless face, Zheng Tian who has a clear purpose but some principles, Xiao Xingyue who is straight to the point, and Ma...

Forget it, Brother Ma really can't say anything.

After these faces surfaced, he began to recall every detail of how he got along with these people in his mind.

After a long time, including the glimpse of Chen Hanyu who showed his true face, the images of other people gradually disappeared in his mind, leaving only one person.

When they first met, she looked impatient but held back her temper.

The charming night constructed in lies, the first confession of talent, planted a kindling in her heart.

In the deep and silent night, she lay on the workbench with a focused expression.

She was tired and lay quietly on the plank bed, covering her with a towel.

She shouted resolutely on the phone, "Responsible, avenge me!"

When she cheated, she suddenly burst into anger at Lin Wang.

her sofa.

As she fell down again and again, she cried and asked why.

She always looked at herself with admiring eyes, saying that she believed that she must have plans.

She harbored pain in her heart, but she never urged her. She just worked overtime silently to improve her skills and improve her equipment.

Wearing a red tulle pajamas, she is hesitant and insincere.

her meals.

"companion."

Ren Zhong thought of his parents again.

Parents seldom quarrel, and never get tired of him in front of him.

The relationship between old couples and old wives is always very dull.

Mom occasionally complains that she wants to change to a better big house.

My father always smiled and said that he must work hard.

At dusk, under the setting sun, on the trail, the two elders walked in front, although they did not hold hands, they stood side by side.He followed behind the two of them, but only focused on reading with his head down.

When she fell ill, the always gentle mother gritted her teeth and said to her father, "We fought hard."

The father, who always kept his words to a minimum and never said too much, nodded his head heavily, "Well, I worked hard."

……

Ren Zhong widened his eyes and stood up straight.

I'm wrong.

Love is not a sudden heartbeat, but a plain and light mutual affection.

It's that as long as she lies on the sofa in her house, she can fall asleep peacefully.

It is a tacit understanding between the two without much words.

I actually have always loved her!

And what she gave me was not just gratitude.She actually loves me too.

True love has always been in front of me, and I always just look forward, ignoring her standing behind.

If it is her, I can be calm and have a clear conscience.

She is enough.

Ren Zhong rushed out of the room and passed by Ding Ge who happened to pass by the door.

Ding Ge saw his furious appearance, and shouted from behind: "Where are you going, Ren Zhong!"

"I'm going back to Xinghuo Town! I'm asking for leave today!"

Chapter 257 Confession

What kind of person, what kind of thing to do.

Ren Zhong is not a person who is good at romance.

He has always had a clear purpose and acted vigorously.

The main reason why he used to avoid the opposite sex, on the one hand, was to keep his heart pure and resist the assimilation and corruption of the Origin Star society.

But the most important aspect is that he never thought about these things in his head since he was a child.

Although he knows that a person has to be with the other half for a lifetime, this is the instinct of human beings.

He also understands sex.

It's just that his self-control is too strong, and he is never in a hurry.

His father taught him since he was a child that he should "look forward" in life and doing things. He was always admonishing and was always used to looking far away, rarely paying attention to the scenery around him.

Therefore, Ren Zhong has always had the habit of making plans in advance and then implementing them step by step.

So, when he was studying, facing all kinds of temptations, he always thought, don't rush, stay focused first, do more important things well, and do not leave any regrets in studies.

After graduating, stabilize the job, settle the house, and then go home for a blind date and get married.

Or wait for a fate.

This works.

The ultimate goal is to be able to form a family without worries like my parents.

That is the sustenance of life, and it can also fulfill the father's desire to carry on the family line, and it can also be comforted when tired.

Then, just like parents raising themselves, they watch their children grow up day by day.

If the child is smart enough, lead him on his own way.

If it's just the appearance of a middle-aged man, then it doesn't matter, I can always ensure that my descendants have no worries about food and clothing for a lifetime.Being an ordinary person always has the happiness of being an ordinary person.

This is the perfect life planned in Ren Zhong's heart.

It's a pity that all ideas came to an abrupt end at the moment of his diagnosis.

Now, after waking up from sleep, he has made many changes and put on a lot of disguises on himself, but the underlying logic of thinking in his bones has not changed qualitatively.

He is still the persistent and focused young man with some paranoia and conceit.

Otherwise, he would not persistently try to change the world.

He changed his life pursuit, set up an ambition to learn from the martyrs in his heart, and started a new and indomitable journey amidst his busy schedule.

Now he is facing a different situation, different objective conditions, different ultimate goals, and the difficulty is increasing exponentially. He has also shown a stronger will and a higher degree of concentration.

However, he still longs for the flat but real feelings of his parents, and he still always ignores them.He thought that would be enough.

In fact, he has always had longings in his heart, but when he comes into contact with every woman, he is preconceived to be disappointed with the other party's emotional outlook established in the Yuanxing social atmosphere.

He has been waiting for the kind of feeling that is both heart-thumping and intimate, just like when his father met his mother back then.

Until this time, he suffered a head-on blow that lost everything.

The complete failure forced him to look back on the past, conduct a complete review, and comprehensively reflect.

In reflection, he finally realized that he had not done enough and was too greedy.

Facing the situation where he had to solve the third loophole, he was finally willing to stop running blindfolded, slow down, and look at the people around him.

Looking back suddenly, the man was in a dimly lit place.

This is not a bad thing.

If the problem breaks out as soon as possible, he will have a chance to remedy it.

……

This morning, a new batch of arms will be transported across the region from Chrome Carbon Town.

In Liaoyuan County, Xinghuo Town's supply quota has already been full.

This is a product that Ren Zhong used to "smuggle" his contacts in Chrome Carbon Town and Zhansha County.

Therefore, in the morning, Ju Qingmeng will work at the Arms Mall, responsible for checking and counting the goods, as well as giving some business training to the employees.

Due to the different types of beasts to be dealt with, the munitions supplied to different regions will have slightly different performance emphasis.

The difference between Zhansha County and Liaoyuan County is still quite large. Ju Qingmeng had to find out these things by himself first, then describe them carefully with the staff, and explain the details to the buyer when selling.

Similar jobs are not done by mall managers in other regions.

Anyway, I only sell things, you are useless, it is your bad luck to die, and it has nothing to do with me.

What?Different places of origin?performance difference?Something went wrong?

Love to buy and buy, not to buy.

It's that simple.

But Ju Qingmeng always thought that the stability of armaments and weapons was a matter of life and death, so he took on this troublesome job by himself.

Her kindness is silent.

At 07:30 in the morning, when Ren Zhong appeared in Xinghuo Town Arms Mall, Ju Qingmeng was popping up a watch projection in the warehouse, looking up information, digesting equipment details, and explaining in detail to several employees in front of him.

She faced the inside of the warehouse and her back to the door.

Today, she is still not wearing a work uniform, but a tight maroon suit for women, with a pair of black slim pants on her lower body, her back looks slender, gorgeous and not vulgar.

Since half a month ago, she has gradually stopped wearing clothes of other colors, and always changes to various reds.

Scarlet, vermilion, bright red, rose red...

Seeing this, Ren Zhong recalled the scene in the dinner party in the last timeline, when Ju Qingmeng said to Li Ruoling in a proud tone, "He doesn't like gold, he likes red".

In the previous timeline, Ren Zhong had doubts about this.

He obviously always remembered that Ju Qingmeng prefers clothes in darker and cooler colors, so why did he suddenly change his habit.

Now Ren Zhong reacted instantly.

When I put on the red front armor again, in order to find a plausible reason for the name, I made up a sentence "I like red".

She believed her slightly joking lie, and then changed her habit completely.

Since then, her red clothes have gradually increased.